It's never too late, right?

Yesterday, I told you all about my wonderful little book. Well over the course of the week, I read the whole damn thing, and decided that even though my "Pineapple" (some breast cancer awareness business in which you post a fruit, each fruit has a meaning and her's means "It's Complicated") wife says she just wants to be friends and isn't in-love with me anymore, well that's not going to stop me from showing her I still love her.

Yesterday was nice, we spent the entire day with each other. We worked out in the morning, went and got blood withdrawn for my physical, went to eat, I doctor for me (time for new contacts), got a mani/pedi with her (yes, I'm secure). Then we went home, and I made a delicious dinner of salmon with a side of Mash Potatoes with a tomato, orange, cilantro, green olive salad.

I've been trying to show her how much I still love her in her love language (gotta read the book, 5 Love Languages). I'm going to continue to do so. I know that we haven't been showing each love for a very long time. I want her to know how much I do love her. I want to show her how I can love her, and that I can show it to her, the way she needs to be shown.

Over the course of the next 6 months, this will be my goal. Not to reconcile, though that would be great. No, my goal is to show her in a way that she knows, that I truly do love her. And (I know, you can't start a sentence with and, sue me!) if we reconcile great...if not, at least I know that I've shown her that I love her, and I will know how to love someone that speaks this particular love language.